Life Is Like A Box?

I start my new life.
New life without something which make me want to bang my head every 2 minutes.

Life is like a box?
Is that real?

Already One Year

It's already one year today darling.
One year after our first lunch.

I miss you.

당신을 기다리는 것

당신을 기다리는 것

*I got this message from my friend this evening*

Specially dedicated to a good friend of mine.
Thanks for said like that to me dear.
I know that I'll struggle for that Uppa.

사랑스러운 사람

I won't forget that's the way you called me.
I'm happy that I've you as my friend.

당신을 사랑합니다

I really want to shout something like that darling.
I always want.
Thanks for said something like that to me.



사랑스러운 사람

I wonder if you bring Ashley back with you,
but I'm hugging Charlene right now.
I miss you so much!

난 네가 너무보고 싶단다!

If Tomorrow Never Comes

If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly, and pray the Lord your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss, and call you back for just one more.

If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would tape each word and action, and play them back throughout my days

If I knew it would be the last time, I would spare an extra minute or two,
To stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you know I do.

So just in case tomorrow never comes, and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you, and I hope we never will forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day
That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss,
And you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today, and whisper in their ear,
That you love them very much, and you'll always hold them dear.
Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "thank you" or "it's okay".
And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today.

© Norma Cornett Marek ~ 1989

**************************************************************

He already went back to the place that he belongs to.
Without say anything.
Without say goodbye.
But, I don't feel anything anymore.

He's Back and Our 1st Anniversary

Blackish Beeping

"Zara dear. I'm in my own home now."

I almost want to cry.
Not because of him but I was watching Manchester United's match last night.
Damn!
I don't want to comment about it.
I'm totally pissed off.

"Dear, I miss you so much"

*****************************************************

6th March 2009 was our first Anniversary.
Not as lovers or even marriage,
but as a friend.

After looked at him for almost 3 years and never had guts to even say "Hi"
to him, I saw my chance when he won a prize in a competition held by university.

I never expect that he knew my name,
but after he replied my message in the forum, I'm just happy.
Happy to have a new friend.

It's so lovely how time flew away.
Thanks for always make me happy dear.
Love you so much Uppa!



Thanks for always be a good friend to me!
I smell coffee.

Zara : Going to hibernate in cold place after this. Periodic table is waiting for me.
Happy weekend fellas!

Kiss Me With The Caffeine Dear

The aroma of the coffee.
The aroma of love.
The aroma that I love so much.

You make me happy even with a cup of coffee.
You know how much I'm addicted to caffeine darling.
Thanks so much.

**Ah, I wrote a lot about coffee. Gomenasai...**

Tenom Coffee With Love

I'm really in ecstasy now.
Yeah, no doubt.
I got my nerves back.
The stalwart Zara is back.

Tenom Coffee bring that to me.
Thanks darling, for sent that to me.
Check the below post to know the details.

**I drink it now. Damn good!**

Uppa, I Love You So Much!

By read the title already make some of you curious.
Yeah!

After more than 1 month, I got the thing that Uppa sent for me.
He sent the parcel on 28th January 2009,
and it arrived here, today - 4th March 2009!

::Faint::


::Here's The Parcel::

This lovely parcel been sent from Sandakan.
In easy word, From Sandakan With Love!
LOL!

Uppa, I miss you so much!

Let see what's inside the parcel.


::Tenom Coffee::

I bet that most Sabahan know that the taste of this coffee is really awesome.
I do hope so...
Thanks a lot Uppa!

Love you so much!

**At least someone cheered me up today**

2009 CNY Culture Expo Night

Last night I went to CNY Culture Expo Night in DSI with Kak Nor.
Luckily I was online, she buzz me and asked whether I want to go there or not.

(After been translated)
Kak Nor : Shafaza, you want to go to DSI tonight?

Zara : Of course I do, but no one want to accompany me.

Kak Nor : Let'
s go together but I do need to settle some of my work for a while. Will fetch you later, will message you later.

Zara : Yeah, okay.

After been confirmed with Kak Nor, I sent messages to Foo.
She do have performances there, so gonna confirm what time she'll start singing.

Kak Nor fetched me in front of my block.
And when we passed the cafe building, we almost been hit by a car.
OMG!

Luckily nothing happened to both of us and I do shouted at the driver.
There's a couple on the motorcycle next to the car,
...and I realized that the guy is my friend.
Do I seems care?
Nope, I'm pissed off.

By the way, we arrived the venue safe and sound.

::Here's the backdrop of the stage::

::With my coursemate who performed that night, Foo::
Foo, your voice is really good!

::Foo, Me and Burger::

::With Ah Toi - he's have a nice voice too!::

::With one of the singers that night, Pei Ling's boyfriend::
Hehehe...

::I'm not pretty sure what was behind me, but I do love the color so much::
Blue is my favorite okay?

::I should be a bride who wear red wedding gown and be
inside this::
LOL!

::The committee members who really sporting::

::The fake oranges::
LOL!

::These lantern just make me happy::
Light the night, brighten my life.

::Here's the Great Wall::

::Some of beautiful Chinese girls with their Cheongsam::
I wonder when I can wear something like that.
LOL!

Ning Yu Shu
The Tree That Holds All Messages
Those heart-shaped paper slips are written messages
(as been mentioned by Chua in his comment)

::I remember the last time I took a nice picture in front of this hall was with my beloved Uppa and his family during his convocation::
::It's not enough just stood there crazily, gave another pose to heal the blood in your heart Zara::

::I do welcome all of you here and of course to wish
Cap Goh Mei to all my Chinese friends!::

Hoyeah! I'm really a proud Malaysian and do love the Malaysia's cultures and customs so much. I don't mind people looked at me with weird eyes, I do appreciate who looked at me with such honored glare.

Happy Cap Goh Mei to all my Chinese friends! It's the 15th Day of Chinese New Year!


You've been kissed and hugs with Zara's Love!

Happy Birthday SPC and Glory Glory MU

Last Saturday,
at last, some of us managed to gather up as been planned.
Actually, just spent some weekend time with my coursemates.
Thanks to those pals who worked hard for this.
Arigatou gozaimas!

So, as been promised,
we met up in the cafe. Only eight of us went there in the morning.
LOL!
It's kinda pathetic I guess (or maybe I'm the only one who thought like that?).
But, basically everything was fine because some of them will come for the main event only.
It's something understandable, since we are final year students.


We waited for the bus at Deer Park, outside our campus.
It's still belongs to us actually.
The deers are really cute and friendly!

We headed there.
Some of them decided to watch movie (Histeria and BrainScan),
but, three of us, have no intention to do so.

Before the movie starts,
just have some window shopping with my pals.
Ramesh, Yuyue and Ila.
They bought some stuffs whether I'm still looking for something which I need so much.

I saw the big banner of J.Co.
Yeah!
At last I found it in Johore!
Bought it and four of us ate those doughnuts with joys...

::I was in J.Co with lovely doughnuts and friends::

I bought some stuffs too.
We headed to Danga Bay after that.
Our main event held there.
SPC's birthday!
Yeah!

::Some of the photos when we were there::

Gonna missed that moment with all of you pals.
Don't know if we still can have crazy time like this after we face the working life.
Pheww~

And, those were the stuffs that I bought there.
Some Chinese New Year cards for my friends and...
Just a new bag and new blouse.
*Uppa said that he never see me in blouse. Gosh! I wore blouse when I met him before*

::The blouse and the bag, and I got a phone key-chain (?) from my coursemate,
Husna::

She choose the "P" alphabet because she called me "Pah"!
LOL!
Anyway, thanks a lot Husna-chan!

P/S: I have Symmetry and Spectroscopy Quiz today!
Wish me luck pals!
Hugs!

Updated:



To all Manchester United fans out there,
Yeah!
We won!

3-0

...to those fellas who are Chelsea's fans,
what more can I say?
Glory Glory!

*Read More*

Cute Tag For You

:Sweet Tag For Zara's Visitors::

It seems that been ages I don't reward anything for my fellow friends here.
So, with the new year and many things happened that we've been share together,
I do hope that all of you will have this Tag From Me.

It's just a simple thing that I can dedicate to all of you.
Maybe it's not really nice, but, I feel honored if all of you grab this.
It's a New Year from Zara's blog for you!

The Cute Tag is just for all you!
Thanks for being my friends whether in reality or blogsphere.

If you are of my friends, visitors, readers, and much more,
even people in my neighborhood,
you can just grab the tag there.
No need to answer anything, just share my love to all of you!
Hugs!

P/S : Uppa just messaged me. Thanks to the person who invent the technology!
The lovely things from Borneo can be sent and transferred to South of Malaysia in less than 2 seconds. Miss you Uppa!

Sweet Messages From Borneo

One of my beloved Senpai is in Borneo now.
It's so lovely to receive any messages from him.
Cheer up my day.

Last night, while I printed all my notes for today, the Blackish beeping.

Beep Beep...

"Zara darling. Still awake? How are you? Still taking pills?"

Gee!
I'm not a drug-addicts Uppa. How come you said like that?
Remind me that CWC called me a trafficker for it too. Gosh!

"Uppa dear. Yup! I'm here. Doing good, and of course, I'm not taking pills anymore. It happened on Monday. I mean, it's just pain-killer"

For some reason, people thought that I'm a drug addict because of the pills.
LOL!
It's a premenstrual pain-killers pals!

"O...glad to know that. Dear, I want to tell you something. It happened this morning.
I felt shy a bit."

Sounds interesting.

"What is it Uppa? Something wrong?"

"Yeah...I was in .............when it happened........"

*Too private to mention it here...hehehe*



P/S : I have class with handsome and hot lecturer this morning. Can't take my eyes on him.
LOL! Spectroscopy, here I come!

Borneo

Oh My God!
It's make me shocked when I realized some of you thought that Borneo is a GUY.
Borneo is a place my fellow dear.

I was referring to someone from that area in my previous post.
It's pretty obvious that I'm single and available
(should highlight my status - absolutely).
LOL!

The person that I referred to is my beloved Senpai (Senior).
Well, he's working there, as a teacher.
But, he's only a senior.
Not as some of you may think.

Remember my UPPA?
That's him.

Merry Christmas

Hohoho...
The Christmas is back!
I would like to wish Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year to
some of my friends who celebrate it.

To my Uppa darling, Andrew-san,
Merry Christmas dear!
May God bless you dear.



To my Lil Bro, Lorince-kun,
Merry Christmas.
I hope that you have a great Christmas with your family.

My coursemate, Florina dearie,
Merry Christmas!
Hope gonna meet you soon!

...Yee Ching, Bren, Vince, Melly, Annette, Josh,
Mel, Baby, Joyce, Coffee, David, etc.

...and the rest of you here,
Eunice, Bridge, Mei-Wah, Angela, Jerome, Lim Zhi,
Rosilie, Jhona, and many more...

After One Year and Eight Months

::MLP and Zara::
*if some of you click on this image, take a look at our glasses*

After ONE year and EIGHT months,
we met up again.

After ONE year and SIX months broke up,
we met each other.

He came to Johor Bahru for an exhibition on behalf of his work,
stayed in Mutiara Hotel in JB.
I met him there, yes.

Taufiq sent me there with his car, together with the girl next door.
I met MLP.
Yeah, I met MLP, not my Uppa.

Sorry Hana darling,
it's not Uppa this time dear...

We spent some precious time together,
talked about each others life,
looked at how both of us changed due to time that flew away,
it's just like that.

MLP,
I missed you so much dear.
Whether we were separated right now,
I do love you.
You are my first love ever.
LOL!

Note that both of us officially broke up at 16th August 2007.
Whether we still can be together after this,
only God knows.

Going To Meet Him

Hi fellas.
The 1st Sport Management Day just ended this afternoon.
Unfortunately, it's not like in the schedule.
They postponed those to tomorrow.
So, basically, today was fulled with fields activities like sprint tests etc.
Gonna update about it later.



I'm going out after this.
I guess that I'll be going out.
I do hope so.
I'm going to meet him.
Who will be him?
Uppa? MLP? CWC? SR? Doctor?



Gonna update later.
Right now, I want to have some rest.
I do hope that I manage to meet him.
Wish me the best things ya?
I love all of you!

Award From Ixora : Best Blog

Woke up this morning, just to check my blog for a while.
Heck, tired and exhausted.
...and some funny SMS in my phone from Uppa...

It's not what I want to write down.
I got an award again!
Yeehaa!

This time from Sis IXORA!
The person who love GREEN so much!
LOL!

Thanks a lot Sis!
Love ya!

Tagged by Rimielya : Seven Wonders of Zara

Been tagged by my lovely 2nd Year roommate.
I called this as my Seven Wonders.
LOL!

7 characteristics of the guy that I want

- have knowledge of the religion.
- accept me as I am
- lovely
- caring
- honest
- respect me, my family and others.
- non-smoker
*I'm not too good to demand too high*

7 guys that I like or interested in for the whole of my life

[Take note that the list will be become messy later]

*My dad of course, but I'm gonna wrote about the rest*

- My first and last love, MLP *check my History book*
- My best friend when I was in secondary school
- My Chemistry lecturer in matrix, Mr. Aluddin.
- The basketball player in school, LCW
- The Inorganic Chemistry lecturer, Superman.
- The ex - JPP in matrix, Uncle
- My Uppa
- My Dynamic Team members
- Recently, the hot guy in the library, damn smart, but wear toilet's slipper.

7 feelings when I meet someone that I loved...

* Is that mean I need to dig my history?*

- Happy
- Excited
- Joyful
- Sad when need to say goodbye
- Can joke around freely
- Looked at each other while had the meals or sit together.
- Something that can't be describe in my heart.

7 Places That I Want To Go With Him

- Mecca
- Beach *the one which is not polluted*
- Manchester, England
- Japan
- Korea
- Australia
- Sabah

7 Stuffs That I Might Give To Him

- Love
- Faith
- Hope
- Teddy
- Jigsaw puzzle
- Books
- Loyalty

7 Songs That I Want To Sing For Him

- Kau Ilhamku (Man Bai) * already sing this right MLP?
- Terima Kasih Cinta (Afgan)
- Big Girls Don't Cry (Fergie)
- 4 in the Morning (Gwen Stefani)
- Falls For You (Secondhand Serenade).
- Koko Ni Iru Yo
- Soba Ni Iru Ne

7 Friends That Need To Be Tag...

Stop until me...

Tagged by Vaio Biru : Bahulu

A weird name for a tag from Vaio Biru.

Bahulu Tag

Here it goes:
*sorry a bit late, I need to translate it*



1- The most important things in your life?
My family.

2- Last things that you buy with your own money?
Pattaya fried Rice

3- Dream wedding place?
McDonalds outlets!

4- Until what level you think that your relationship will ends?
With my love? Already ended last year.

5- Are you in love now?
In love with my exam.

6- The last restaurant that you went?
My university's cafeteria.

7- The last book that I bought.
To Kill A Mocking Bird

8- Full name?
Sharifah Fatimatul Zahrah

9-The person that I want to meet for the first time in my life?
My future husband...LOL!

10- Comfortable with who? Mom or Dad?
Both are okay, but Mom will be much better.

11-Christina or Britney?
Eww...I dont want them.

12- You do your own laundry?
Of course!

13- The best place that I want to go.
Singapore perhaps..

14- Hug or kiss?
Both.

15- 5 things about the person who tag me:
- Just knew her.
- Vaio Biru : nick in blogsphere.
- Ironik : her blog name
- She loved to tagged me!
- I love her entries!

16- 8 things that I crave of:
- Books
- Chemistry
- Manchester United
- Friendship
- Songs from selected people
- Environmental issues.
- Love
- Blogging

17- 8 words that I always speak out:
- Dear
- Alhamdulillah
- Thanks
- Damn
- Gosh!
- Haiz~
- Dude
- Uppa

18- 8 latest books that I read
Physical Chemistry - Atkins
Linear Algebra
Coordination Chemistry
Material Chemistry
Basic Inorganic Chemistry
Pendoa Yang Ikhlas - Azizi Haji Abdullah
Di Bawah Mentari Merah - Ajikik
Bunga-bunga Pulau - Fatimah Busu

19- 9 songs that can be listened thousand times
Kau Ilhamku - Man Bai
Here in My Home - Malaysian Artiste For Unity
Fragrant Rice - Jay Chou
Love is Under The Sky - Danell Lee
Love Story - Rain
Don't You Ever Stop - Kat-Tun
Big Girls Don't Cry - Fergie
Secondhand Serenade - Falls For You
Sounds of Silence - *oldies*

20- Something that I learn last year
- Not all the fairy tales have the happy ending.
- Friendship worth than anything.
- Family will be always for us.
- A good teaher is on her way.

21- The next tag victim:
No one