Happy Eid Adha Everyone! There's Lot To Sacrifice During This Festive.

Salam and good day everyone!

It's been ages I'm not writing here.

I hope all of you are still waiting for my writing even though it might not as good as before.

Pardon me.

Tomorrow, every Muslim will celebrate Eid Adha.

There's a story lies behind it.

I'm gonna write about it later, but talking about this festive, something to be highlighted is SACRIFICE.

Yeah!

That's the value behind it.

Sometimes we need to sacrifice something that we love, in searching the real meaning of life and perhaps, what we tend to sacrifice will bring good significant to the others as well.

Oh, currently I'm single and available.

Just broke up last Tuesday (17th Nov 2009).

It's kinda a form of sacrification as well.

LOL!

Till then, gonna write more soon.

Hugs.

Zara : It's school time and since I'm a teacher, I also enjoy my holiday. I recommend all the Twilighters to watch New Moon! Already watch it pals. =]

Hey Jard! This Is Smell and Kiss Time!

Well fellas...Again and again I need to join a contest here. Why I did something like this?
No reason, I do love what to use this blog as the platform to write and keep writing.



I purposely want to join Jard's contest again - she did mentioned, one photo per entry, so I decided to do it here. I did wrote in my first language anyway, but of course, different photo.
It's for Ramadhan 2009 Contest.

The gift away prize is really tempting, you can check it HERE anyway.
So tempting until I can't resist myself not join it. LOL!

Something about this photo. I asked my aunt to snap it for me. Purposely for this contest. I do want to take the photo while everyone is breaking their fasts, but they were too fast anyway! So, luckily I did snapped this photo before I enjoyed my meal. You can checked bunch of dates available there. Yup, I'm half-blood-Arabic. So, we do had lots of stocks of it.

Zara : I do hope this one is much better than the other one. I just love the tittle so much indeed.

It's Cute..It's For Aidilfitri Contest...

Hi fellas.
Oh, it's not really an update but since I totally can't join any contest in my first language blog, I need to use this blog as the alternative. Oh yeah, this contest is brought to you by CuTeMiUt78.



Oh, why I love this photo so much?
I guess it's because it's colorful and really meaningful. Yeah, we are schoolmates. After left school in 2003, only Aidilfitri is the right time to get together back. Just like the old days. Those fellas are my friends who really supportive when I was a secondary school student. Yeah, it's been ages, I know. But, this moment was captured last year.

Oh yeah, you can check the link about this contest here.

P/S : Sorry because I can't put the list in my blog list. Something wrong with the layout I guess, but I'm gonna follow you sis!

Zara : I do hope I can meet them again this year.

Just Do It - Stussy, I Love You So Much!

Hi fellas!
Yesterday I just announced the winners of the contest in my first language blog. Well, it ended up pretty good with bunch of contestants, but I need to choose the best and follow the rules. Anyway, talk about some items that we treasure in life, I do have something that I just got recently.

For me, it do looked great and just remind me to something that I miss almost the most.
Damn! I miss what I left one year back - a great relationship with a so-called-friend. Yup! He's a great boy indeed but for me, he is a man. Yeah, he is more matured compare to any adults that I know. Still, it only my past. We just can't have it back even I tried my best to be with him as a good friend like the old days.



This is my new T-Shirt. I do found it's just really cool.
Well, it might not show the exact location of my friend stay but still, it's something what we called as arts and he's an art lover.

Zara : Sounds a bit uncool to write about this because I don't know if he might read this or not. Just hope he'll bump into this, accidentally perhaps.

Fly and Fly Away Zara!

Just came back from UTM today.
Returned the robe and collected the transcript.
I went there this morning by 7.30 bus and traveled alone - enjoyed the views from the window.
The bright weather really make me have cheerful mood.

Met up some bloggers during lunch hour.
Met my handsome supervisor in his office at the faculty.
My lovely Communication lecturer gave me a call - which make me really happy to hear from her. I miss her class and the way she taught us before.



Oh ya, I already took my photos that Lorince snapped that day.
This is one of hundreds of the photos.
Will post more!
Dig in!

Zara : The fasting month is just around the corner. Happy fasting to all of you!

Yeay! Convocation!

On 17th August 2009, I attended my convocation!
Yeay! After four years, this is me!



Really happy and thanks to all of you who wish me happy graduation!
Thanks fellas!
^_^

Zara : In happy mood. Going back to campus tomorrow to return the robe.

Less Than 24 Hours But I Enjoyed The Moment

On Friday, I went back to my campus.
After almost four months graduated, I came back to collect my robe for the convocation. Really miss the moment with my friends.

It do took 2 and half hours to collect the robe. The queue just too long and make my foot really in pain. But again, when you met those people who significant in your life, their smiles will bring the pain away automatically. That's it.

Took some random photos while waiting.
Dig in fellas!



Zara : Mom will be away for a course from 10th to 12th August. Don't know when I can snap the photos with all family members.

More photos available HERE.

800th Post - The 1st Oil Well in Malaysia 1910 - Miri, Sarawak

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
> Yeah. The Last Prophet's daughter

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
> After I watched One Liter Of Tears for the thousand times just now.

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
> Well, it'll depends on my mood actually and who I write for.

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAL?
> My own fruit salad with some Protein.

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
> Yeah if my teddy bears counted in.

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
> Absolutely!

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
> Sometimes, well, I do try to control it.

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
> Maybe.

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
> Yeah, I do want it!

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
> Corn Flakes With Nescafe like I used to have in campus.

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
> Depends. LOL!

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
> As long as you have chocolate or coffee in it!

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
> Their eyes.

15. RED OR PINK?
> Red

16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
> My tendency to believe that everyone will do the best thing in their lifes.

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
> The one who took my smile away.

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
> It's up to them. I won't force anyone just for this tag.

19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
> Grey pants and stripes shoe. LOL!

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
> Il Avaits Les Mots by Sheryfa Luna. Yeah, I can feel the emotion of ot.

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
> Blue - Simply because I love the color and the sky is blue right?

23. FAVORITE SMELLS?
> Obviously COFFEE!

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
> Helmi Razali - a blogger which I bet already arrived Newcastle now.

26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
> Football and F1. Well, all the hot guys are damn great!

27. HAIR COLOR?
> Black.

28. EYE COLOR?
> I checked it twice, black.

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
> No. Why should I?

30. FAVORITE FOOD?
> Sushi! Go to the hell with the fact it contains rice. LOL!

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
> Happy endings - Nowadays some directors didn't understand the word 'Scary'

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
> The 1 2 3 Pelham

33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
> White, Black and Grey - The 1st Oil Well in Malaysia 1910 - Miri, Sarawak. (a blogger gave me)

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
> Winter, I just want to touch the snow.

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
> Hugs at the foot of Mount Kinabalu - someone promise me that. *wink*

37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
> To pervert - What this about?!

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
> A rude people - Damn! I don't know how I should answer this question!

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
> La Tahzan (Don't Be Sad) by Dr. 'Aidh Abdullah Al-Qarni

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
> A black mouse.

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
> Only News from different Channels.

42. FAVORITE SOUND(S)?
> My Blackish ringtones that I set for my family.

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
> Rolling Stones.

44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
> Bangkok - Muscat, Oman - Abu Dhabi - Medina - Macca - Bahrain.

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
> I can change my chromosome to XXY.

46. WHERE WERE U BORN?
> Hospital Pakar Sultanah Fatimah which formerly known as Hospital Muar.

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING?
> Anyone that I tag.

48. WHAT IS YOUR SIGN?
> Virgo - It never make me sweet, trust me.

49. IF YOU COULD SIT DOWN TO DINNER WITH 7 PEOPLE WHO WOULD THEY BE?
> David Beckham
> Cristiano Ronaldo
> Kamenashi Kazuya
> Akanishi Jin
> Johnny Depp
> Gordon Ramsay
> Oprah Whinfrey

50. END OF THIS NOTES. >> The fin <<

Who Lives in A Pineapple Under The Sea?

I'm not feeling very well.
Dizzy head and it seems that I almost caught fever again.
Damn!
Yesterday was a very great day indeed, and I'm totally flat today.
Geez!

Those fellas who keep accompany me right now.
My other 2 babies been kept in the special place.
Missing the guy that I mentioned in previous post. Yeah, he is their Papa.
LOL!

...and currently, between Crayon Shin Chan and Hard Gay,
I'm watching my lovely Yellow Span. LOL!

Captain: Are you ready kids?

Kids: Aye-aye Captain.

Captain: I can't hear you...

Kids: Aye-Aye Captain!!

Captain: Oh! Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?

Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants!

Captain: Absorbent and yellow and porous is he!

Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants!

Captain: If nautical nonsense be something you wish...

Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants!

Captain: Then drop on the deck and flop like a fish!

Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants!

Captain: Ready?

EveryBody: SpongeBob SquarePants! SpongeBob SquarePants! SpongeBob SquarePants!

Captain: SpongeBob.... SquarePants! Haha.

Oh my God, Totally tired.
By the way, I received my convocation kits yesterday.

His Voice Totally Make Me Calm

Last night, I was down a bit.
I guess it caused by everything that lingered in my life this few days.
It's not anybody's mistakes or faults, but it's mine.
I can't control my chromosome pretty well.
Damn!

...and I know, when I faced that kind of feeling,
there's only someone can make me become the real me back,
only with his voice.
Thank's God, I managed to reach him last night.

After 10 minutes talked to him, and actually I don't know why I did so,
I got my nerves back. At least...

To the guy who I bet may read this blog, I just want you to know that,
thanks for be there for me, at least when I need you around. I do appreciate that you want to come to my convocation day as well, but you're working on that day.

Zara : Currently I'm jobless. My contract already over and I'm looking for new job.

Kiss And Career - I'm Pretty Bored Now

The emotion is currently unstable.
So, I just online for fun.
Facebook is one of my ways to reduce the stress.
Well, at least I've friend inside there.

Some quizzes there are pretty cool and suits me well.
Sometimes just nonsense, but still, I'm having fun.


Well, I need to avoid green kisser which I don't know what green kisser actually.
Is that mean a vegetarian?
LOL!
Some vegetarians are hot!
Orlando Bloom is one of them.

...and each time I took the quiz on career that suits me,
the answer will always be teacher.
Without doubt.
Gosh!
I'm pretty happy with the result, and to tell people that I'm a social person,
I know where's the limit of it.

Zara : By the way, tomorrow will be last day as a teacher.
The contract will end tomorrow. Pretty sad but I'm happy for it!
Hell yeah, need to prepare a speech for the assembly. Geez!

Glory Glory Manchester United!

Hoyeah!
The Red Devils win against Malaysia team!
3-2!

Well, kudos to MU and Malaysia as well.
2 goals from Amri Yahya were totally unexpected!


Photo : credit here.

Congrats Manchester United!
By the way, it will be more precious if Cristiano Ronaldo is still with MU.
T__T

Don't Be A Spoil Brat Fellas!

Today is my second last day in school.
Pretty tired and exhausted - Thanks God it's Friday!
LOL!

By the way, school is fun and sometimes it'll turned suck as well.
But hell yeah, need to face it with open heart and mind - or at least, that's what I believe it should be. I do what I think it'll serve the best for the students, even I sacrificed myself for it.

But again, they never understand.
Put the blame on teachers.
Play truants.
Did not finish up their homework.
Too many excuses given - and those are just lame excuses.

Some students have the tendency to build themselves as spoil brat.
Damn spoil.
Which make me almost have headache.
But still, need to control them.

I know I must be strong.
I know I must!

Accidentally Met Him - For Real!

I went back to grandma's house this afternoon.
Spent about 1 hour there, and headed back home.
Dad stopped the car at somewhere called Parit Bakar.
Asked my little brother to buy something.

Then, I saw a guy sat in front of a shop.
With a laptop bag, and it seems I know him.
I went out from the car, and stood in front of him.
Looked at him.

Suddenly...

The Guy : Zara?

Me : Yup. IN right?

The Guy : Yeah!

We had some pretty nice conversation there.
Salihin
He's a blogger that I knew in this blogsphere.
Just came back from Ukraine last week and will fly back this August!

OMG!
Just miss him so much!
Perhaps can meet him again later, at some proper place.
^_^



"In, don't forget to make the chocolate cake for me. I'm waiting!"

Something That Inspired Me Today...

"Teaching is a calling that
requires a lot of patience, sensitivity and experience because it deals not
with machinery or numbers but with young lives that need to be nurtured and
cared for."

That's what make me still have strong determination in this job.
That's totally not the end of the world even those students become more rude everyday.

I'm so sorry that I'm not update this blog pretty often.
Currently working as a teacher and I do write more in my Malay Language blog.
Well, if you understand the language,
I welcome you to read any latest posts there.

Till then..
Just hope that I'm stronger!

Zara : Male Or Female?

There is some doubting from my readers.
They kept thinking if I'm a male or female.


:: Male and female symbols ::
[Credits here]

To be honest, I'm a female.
Come on, even my name and my photos can give clear picture of it.
Sometimes I acted like a man, I know,
but obviously, I'm a girl, a young lady.

Yeah, I took this quiz at Facebook just now.
Well, just to make some of you kept gossiping if I'm a male or female.
It's not really an issue because I know who I am.

This is not my first time wrote an entry like this.
Just to make people have clear picture that I'm really a girl.

You may want to check the truth behind me, you can read some entries to get the clear views of it.

::Please, I'm Normal::

::My Voice::

::Lone Wolf::

..and hell yeah, I'm a straight young lady dude!

Garage Sales

Before I start, I need to warn you this post will have bunch of photos.
So, better be careful.



Married couple on their wedding day.



This is lovely.



I told my dad maybe he can buy this and claimed that
this fella is Julius Caesar or any historic man. LOL!



Dragon that came with lamp on it.
LOL!
Is that mean, after he had fire breathe, the lamp will switch on?
T__T



I wonder what is the usage of this thing.
Any ideas fellas?



The Camel.
The ambassador of desert!
*laugh*



The sofa set that we grabbed yesterday.



My precious stuff yesterday.
A coffee mixer.
Hoyeah!!

If you want to see more photos,
you can simply click HERE.

Tara, Welcome Back Lil Bro!

My lovely lil bro will come back tomorrow!
Yeah!
I'm really happy to know it dear.

Oh ya, even though he is not my siblings or family members,
but since I know him since last year,
he can be considered as my lil bro.

He's a blogger as well and a great comic artist.
Trust me fellas.
Meanwhile, I only can pray that he'll arrive Malaysia safe and sound.



This is the drawing that he make for me last year.
Totally awesome right?
Lil Bro, I do hope that we can meet each other later!

Don't Talk About Love When You Are In The Class

Well, that's what happened yesterday.
One of my students told me about her love life.
Do I seems care?
Unfortunately, I won't give any damn on it for some good reasons.

Hell yeah, I don't mind if you want to have partner or couple in your life.
But, when you're a student (a school student),
I personally think that you should balance your life,
between the studies and love.

When I give you homework to be accomplish,
please do so and never ever talk about anything else that totally unnecessary in my class.
When I assigned you to draw machine, or any hand tools,
just do it.
Don't draw heart shapes in your note book!
Totally unnecessary girl!

Gosh!
I never ever said no to love thingy but for me,
as been mentioned earlier,
there's no use you really drown in love if you don't finish up my homework!

Some people may said that I'm a fierce teacher,
but hell yeah, I can be funny at the same time.

Zara : You may want to read the whole story behind this. Just click here for details.
Meanwhile, happy weekend fellas!

The Call Make My Heart Almost Blow Up...

I got a phone call last night.
Around 11 p.m.
There's no name, only numbers.
I totally recognize the numbers even though I deleted it before.

Answered the phone call.
The voice was still the same.
Still can make me remembered the old days.
Darn!

Currently emotion is unstable.
Listening to "Bencinta" by Faizal Tahir and
"Suara [Ku Berharap]" by Luna Maya and Dide (Hijau Daun)