Cursing Is Not My Last Resort

Cursing people is like a taboo.
Yeah, it considered as taboo in every society.
You cursing people today - it's not impossible someone will cursing you more than you actually do to them or anyone else.

I got some bad news again yesterday.
One of my family members (not my parent or siblings) become so busybody of my life.
I don't mind if you want to do that people, but when you have the tendency to spread speculations and rumors, you better back-off.

I was considering to close my other blog which I wrote in my first language.
Hell yeah, it's impossible to make everyone satisfy with us.
People have this kind of possibility to make some story looked damn great when they tell the others - but how about it ruined someone life after you mentioned it?

You never have this kind of feeling?
I mean - guilty?
I was thinking to curse someone and the rest of her family yesterday but thanks God, I'm still remember of what I want to do.
Cursing or attacking personal life is not my way on solving things.
Whether I want to curse with F-words or B-words,
I still can control my mind and emotions.

It must be lucky to have someone who really care about us.
I do have more than someone, and that's what build me up now today.

Zara : I need settle something for my convocation.
Take care fellas!

This Kids Bullied Me!

Yesterday was great day!
Totally a great, exhausted day for me and the rest of family.
We had a small lunch for the female villagers.
Well, it's done weekly but in different houses.

Some of my cousins came yesterday.
This 2 small kids bullied me - by hanging on my clothes. Gosh!



**Beautiful Ada and Auni**



Main course
*Corn Rice*



Some kuih that been served to the guests.

Zara : I do have interview tomorrow.
Please pray for me ya? Love all of you!

More photos available HERE.

Accidentally Met Him - For Real!

I went back to grandma's house this afternoon.
Spent about 1 hour there, and headed back home.
Dad stopped the car at somewhere called Parit Bakar.
Asked my little brother to buy something.

Then, I saw a guy sat in front of a shop.
With a laptop bag, and it seems I know him.
I went out from the car, and stood in front of him.
Looked at him.

Suddenly...

The Guy : Zara?

Me : Yup. IN right?

The Guy : Yeah!

We had some pretty nice conversation there.
Salihin
He's a blogger that I knew in this blogsphere.
Just came back from Ukraine last week and will fly back this August!

OMG!
Just miss him so much!
Perhaps can meet him again later, at some proper place.
^_^



"In, don't forget to make the chocolate cake for me. I'm waiting!"

Tag From A Teacher To A Teacher...

Been tagged by Zamspotte, a teacher from Malacca.
Actually, I did this in Facebook, but I'll write it again here, just for you sir!
^___^

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: Nescafe Lemon

2. Last phone call: Aqram [Blogger]

3. Last text message: Kriell [Blogger]

4. Last song you listened to: Vida La Vida [Coldplay]

5. Last time you cried: I forgot.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: Of course.

7. Been cheated on: Yes, damn!

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nope~

9. Lost someone special: Maybe~

10. Been depressed: Yeah~

11. Been drunk and threw up: Never drink~

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Blue
13. Black
14. White

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend: Absolutely!

16. Fallen out of love: Impossibble

17. Laughed until you cried: LOL~Yeah~

18. Met someone who changed you: Yeah, luckily~

19. Found out who your true friends were: Thanks God I met them

20. Found out someone was talking about you: Hell yeah.

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Nope, plan to have it, LOL! *joking*

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Lazy to count it, sorry~

23. How many kids do you want?: 1 or 2 maybe great number.

24. Do you have any pets: Nope

25. Do you want to change your name: No way, I love my name.

26. What did you do for your last birthday: Completing tests and quizzes.

27. What time did you wake up today: 4 a.m.

28. What were you doing at midnight: Rolling On My Bed

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Further my studies.

30. Last time you saw your Mother: Just now during dinner time.*like I have dinner*

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Nothing because I always work for it.

32. What are you listening to right now : Benchinta (Faizal Tahir)

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yeah, last 2 days on Skype.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Nothing I guess.

35. Most visited webpage: Blogger (obviously)

36. Whats your real name:Check in my Facebook

37. Nicknames: Too many, depends where you know me from.

38. Relationship Status: Single and Available

39. Zodiac sign: Virgo

40. Male or female? Obviously, Female

41. Primary school: SK Pekan Pagoh, SK Serom 3

42. Secondary school: SMK Tengku Mahmud Iskandar

44. Hair color: Black

45. Long or short: Just nice

46. Height: 1.55 m

47. Do you have a crush on someone? Nope~

48: What do you like about yourself?: Extremely friendly

49. Piercings: Nope, that's hurt.

51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: Never
53. First piercing: Never
54. First best friend: Tengku Nazatul Shima
55. First sport you joined: Soccer (1998)
56. First vacation: Darn, can't remember.
58. First pair of trainers: Can't Remember

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating: Nope
60. Drinking: Nope
61. I'm about to: Replying some comments
62. Listening to: Falls For You - Secondhand Serenade
63. Waiting on: watching Oprah The Big Give

YOUR FUTURE
64. What kids?: Boys~
65. Get Married?: Praying for that.
66. Career?: Always my core business.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Lips
68. Hugs or kisses: Both
69. Shorter or taller: Taller please.
70. Older or Younger: Peer
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Stomach *wink*
73. Sensitive or loud: Both
74. Hook-up or relationship: Nothing
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: WTF?!
77. Drank hard liquor: Nope
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Never
79. Sex on first date: Crazy!
80. Broken someone's heart: Maybe...
82. Been arrested: Nope~
83. Turned someone down: I faced both
84. Cried when someone died: After saw the others cried.
85. Fallen for a friend?: Nope~

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: Most of the time~
87. Miracles: Yeah~
88. Love at first sight: No!!!
89. Heaven: Yes~
90. Santa Claus: Hohoho~
91. Kiss on the first date: I want one, LOL!
92. Angels: Yeah!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No, even it's hard to have 1.
95. Did you sing today?: Yes.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: What for?!
97. If you could go back in time, how far would u go back?: The moment I was 14-year-old (2001)
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 18th August 2008 (3rd Day of Convocation)
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: NO!!
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Maybe.

Garage Sales

Before I start, I need to warn you this post will have bunch of photos.
So, better be careful.



Married couple on their wedding day.



This is lovely.



I told my dad maybe he can buy this and claimed that
this fella is Julius Caesar or any historic man. LOL!



Dragon that came with lamp on it.
LOL!
Is that mean, after he had fire breathe, the lamp will switch on?
T__T



I wonder what is the usage of this thing.
Any ideas fellas?



The Camel.
The ambassador of desert!
*laugh*



The sofa set that we grabbed yesterday.



My precious stuff yesterday.
A coffee mixer.
Hoyeah!!

If you want to see more photos,
you can simply click HERE.

Happy Father's Day

Everyday is Father's Day.
Just like Mother's day but unfortunately, birthday is not consider as everyday.
^_^

I would like to wish all the fathers in the world,
"Happy Father's Day"

No matter how you called your father as,
"Dad, Abah, Baba, Walid, Papa"

do take care of him and love him as much as they love you.
Much better if more than that.

To my dad,
Abah, I love you so much!
happy father's day Abah!

Life Is Like A Box?

I start my new life.
New life without something which make me want to bang my head every 2 minutes.

Life is like a box?
Is that real?

Happy Birthday Emak!

Happy 48th Birthday To My Lovely Mom!
Love you so much!



May Allah bless you forever and always!
Love you so much!

Irsalina Hana...Welcome To This Beautiful World...

Just want to wish Kak Rai (my cousin)
congratulations for delivering new baby!

Alhamdulillah!

She got baby girl.
2.8 kg.
Irsalina Hana.

^____^

She was born on 21st April 2009 at 8.25 a.m.
...and I'm officially become an aunt again.

P/S : Her birthday is the same as my darling Zahrin Daniel.

You Want Some Poisons or Drugs?

Well, the ministry of education is now taking a break.
She'll turn to be a Chemistry Teacher.

23rd April 2009

Chemistry in Education
9.00 - 11.00 a.m.
Seminar Room, Faculty of Education

Notes :
A great questions in Organizational and Administration of Education just now.
LOL! Really remind me of Abah.
I miss you so much Dad!

Seal Your Lips Punk When You Never Know Me!

Seal your lips when you know nothing about me!
Don't just simply told my parent about me when you don't have any idea what that's all about!

Do I seems care about you anymore?
No I'm not!
Do seems I'll care in the future?
No I'm not!

No matter you are a part of my family,
once you make my life messy because of your uncontrollable mouth,
I will never ever give a damn break on it!

One wish from me :
You and the rest of your family, get out from my life!
I'm tired with your rumors!

If you found that it's funny when my parent called me just to scold me for something that I never did or expected,
you picked the wrong victim!

You make me cried when Mom and Dad said they were totally upset.
Is that you think as funny?
You are not my family member anymore!

Happy Birthday Abang!

Happy Birthday Abang!
Happy 19th Birthday to my Lil Bro!



Yeah, I know that I looked short there.
Gosh!
May ALLAH bless you brother!
Good luck in STPM this year!

I Want To Hide In Darkness Again

After such a sucked, messy, busy, hectic (you can list whatever you want),
yeah, I'm going back home!
At last!
So, no update will available here.
I'm too tired to make auto-publish post.
*sigh*



Yeay!
Want to meet this sleepy boy!
Till then, see you later fellas!

The First Round - Done!

Hi fellas!
I'm back!
After such hectic, fuzzy and nonsense days without Internet,
I'm back.
Not really depending on those thingy but heck, I need it for my assignments.
That's the fact pals.

So, what I done after 2 days without it?
I finished the First Round of my thesis.
Yeah!
^______^

::3 copies to the examiners and my supervisor::

Abah called me just now.
Asked me when I'll go back home.
InsyaALLAH, this week will going back home.

Have a pretty tough weeks now.
I need to smile and smell the love from the house.
Indeed.

Going To Watch Talentime

Going to watch this film with some friends today!
Ramesh, Vinod, Ady, Sab and Me.

Have great weekend ahead fellas!



Note : Paksu's convocation is today. Congrats Paksu for your Master!
*Paksu is my Mom's youngest brother.

I Miss This Boy

I tried to finish up my work.
I felt damn tired.
I miss my home - I miss my family.

It's not that I'm not used to be far apart from them,
it only take 3 hours to reach home though, but I'm busy to catch up the deadline etc.

:: 9-Year-Old Boy::

My youngest brother, I called him as AYIM.
A school prefect and a class monitor.
LOL!
Hey naughty boy, how come you been selected?
*wink*

Each time he called me, he'll ask something like this...

"Along, have your meals?"

"Along, when you'll going back home?

...and I'm gonna asked him.

"Why? You missed me?"

Ayim : I don't know.

LOL!
Just confess Lil Bro!

Maulidur Rasul

Salam and Good Day fellas.
It's 9th March.

Maulidur Rasul or Mawlid.
Been known as the birthday of Prophet Muhammad (p.b.u.h).



Let us "selawat" more today.
Show our love, as a Muslim to him.
Show our love as his followers.

To read more on this, click here and here.

For the rest of my friends who did not celebrate it,
happy holiday!
(It's public holiday in Malaysia)

**Note : I'm going back to campus this evening**

On Leave For Maulidur Rasul

I'm On Leave for Maulidur Rasul.
Will be back this Monday.
Gonna miss all of you!

Will depart from Sri Putri at 5.00 p.m.
Single seat.


Till then...
Gonna miss all of you!

From Abah With Love

::From Abah with Love::

Abah called me yesterday.
Asked when I'm going back - he want to buy the return ticket for me.
Promised him that I'm going back this week.
On Thursday or Friday perhaps.

Yeah, he know that I will never ever miss the Prophet's Birthday.
It's our tradition - gather with family members and go to the mosque on that day.
Since I was a kid, my parent will bring us to listen to the talk by any
speakers in the mosque during Maulidur Rasul.
(9th March 2009 : Monday)

Will be there with the rest of family members.

***8th March***
Will you not be in the calendar?
I can't face you anymore.

Crop Your Own Face - From A Diva

I was in the library.
Too cold inside here. Luckily, the Wi-Fi do not disappointing me.
Oh yeah, been tagged by beautiful Diva, Belle darling.

The instructions:
1 - Took 3 photos at the face area (own face)
2 - Make sure that it been crop.
3 - Each photo must have 1 or 2 parts of the face.
4- Briefly explain about the pictures.
5 - Tag anyone and must more than 5 person.

::This is the photo::

::The eyes::
I wore my Whitey or else you'll see my round eyes or the panda eyes there.
LOL!

::The nose::
I got this nose from my parent.
The combination of my Mum and Dad's nose.

::The mouth and chin::
I'm talkative.
(what is this related to?)

I want to tag EVERYONE!
(especially En Me)
Well, if anyone want to grab this, take it, I'm happy to see your photo!

P/S: Belle, since you are a diva, that's why this photo is like this.
Enjoy darling!