Legasi Cinta Alisia - My First Online Novel.

Salam and Good Day fellas.

How are you?

Miss me?

^.^

Currently, besides go on with my life as usual as a teacher, I'm writing an online novel.

Does it sounds good?

Zara is writing a romance novel.

*shy*

Legasi Cinta Alisia ( Translated as Alisia Love Legacy)

It's been written in Bahasa Melayu.

I still don't have the courage to write something serious in English.

Pardon me.

Anyway, if you want to read the e-novel, you may go to my second blog for more details.

Or you can just use this direct link to the platform of the novel.

[Chapter 1]

[Chapter 2]

[Chapter 3]

[Chapter 4]

[Chapter 5]

Enjoy reading fellas.

If you've anything to comment on, just leave the comments or critics there.

I'll reply it as soon as possible.

Meanwhile, have a great weekend to all of you.

Hugs and love.

Edit Photo Contest

Hi to all Zara's readers.

Sorry, again my update is about contest.

Currently a bit busy with my job as a teacher.

Sigh.

Tired but happy.

Personally I do love to edit my photos before I upload them in my entries.
Pretty conviencing and catchy you know.
But again, lack of times make me upload some without edit it.
And I know, no need to do some kind of beautiful pose - I do love myself for who I am.

Oh ya, this contest is organized by Miss Ros.
A nice blogger but again, I can just peek at her blog without leave any comments.
Feel free to join it before this 20th January 2010.
Good luck fellas.

Have a great weekend to all of you.
Hugs and kisses from Lord Zara.
The zealous bachelorette.

Happy Eid Adha Everyone! There's Lot To Sacrifice During This Festive.

Salam and good day everyone!

It's been ages I'm not writing here.

I hope all of you are still waiting for my writing even though it might not as good as before.

Pardon me.

Tomorrow, every Muslim will celebrate Eid Adha.

There's a story lies behind it.

I'm gonna write about it later, but talking about this festive, something to be highlighted is SACRIFICE.

Yeah!

That's the value behind it.

Sometimes we need to sacrifice something that we love, in searching the real meaning of life and perhaps, what we tend to sacrifice will bring good significant to the others as well.

Oh, currently I'm single and available.

Just broke up last Tuesday (17th Nov 2009).

It's kinda a form of sacrification as well.

LOL!

Till then, gonna write more soon.

Hugs.

Zara : It's school time and since I'm a teacher, I also enjoy my holiday. I recommend all the Twilighters to watch New Moon! Already watch it pals. =]

This Kids Bullied Me!

Yesterday was great day!
Totally a great, exhausted day for me and the rest of family.
We had a small lunch for the female villagers.
Well, it's done weekly but in different houses.

Some of my cousins came yesterday.
This 2 small kids bullied me - by hanging on my clothes. Gosh!



**Beautiful Ada and Auni**



Main course
*Corn Rice*



Some kuih that been served to the guests.

Zara : I do have interview tomorrow.
Please pray for me ya? Love all of you!

More photos available HERE.

His Voice Totally Make Me Calm

Last night, I was down a bit.
I guess it caused by everything that lingered in my life this few days.
It's not anybody's mistakes or faults, but it's mine.
I can't control my chromosome pretty well.
Damn!

...and I know, when I faced that kind of feeling,
there's only someone can make me become the real me back,
only with his voice.
Thank's God, I managed to reach him last night.

After 10 minutes talked to him, and actually I don't know why I did so,
I got my nerves back. At least...

To the guy who I bet may read this blog, I just want you to know that,
thanks for be there for me, at least when I need you around. I do appreciate that you want to come to my convocation day as well, but you're working on that day.

Zara : Currently I'm jobless. My contract already over and I'm looking for new job.

Kiss And Career - I'm Pretty Bored Now

The emotion is currently unstable.
So, I just online for fun.
Facebook is one of my ways to reduce the stress.
Well, at least I've friend inside there.

Some quizzes there are pretty cool and suits me well.
Sometimes just nonsense, but still, I'm having fun.


Well, I need to avoid green kisser which I don't know what green kisser actually.
Is that mean a vegetarian?
LOL!
Some vegetarians are hot!
Orlando Bloom is one of them.

...and each time I took the quiz on career that suits me,
the answer will always be teacher.
Without doubt.
Gosh!
I'm pretty happy with the result, and to tell people that I'm a social person,
I know where's the limit of it.

Zara : By the way, tomorrow will be last day as a teacher.
The contract will end tomorrow. Pretty sad but I'm happy for it!
Hell yeah, need to prepare a speech for the assembly. Geez!

Don't Be A Spoil Brat Fellas!

Today is my second last day in school.
Pretty tired and exhausted - Thanks God it's Friday!
LOL!

By the way, school is fun and sometimes it'll turned suck as well.
But hell yeah, need to face it with open heart and mind - or at least, that's what I believe it should be. I do what I think it'll serve the best for the students, even I sacrificed myself for it.

But again, they never understand.
Put the blame on teachers.
Play truants.
Did not finish up their homework.
Too many excuses given - and those are just lame excuses.

Some students have the tendency to build themselves as spoil brat.
Damn spoil.
Which make me almost have headache.
But still, need to control them.

I know I must be strong.
I know I must!

Something That Inspired Me Today...

"Teaching is a calling that
requires a lot of patience, sensitivity and experience because it deals not
with machinery or numbers but with young lives that need to be nurtured and
cared for."

That's what make me still have strong determination in this job.
That's totally not the end of the world even those students become more rude everyday.

I'm so sorry that I'm not update this blog pretty often.
Currently working as a teacher and I do write more in my Malay Language blog.
Well, if you understand the language,
I welcome you to read any latest posts there.

Till then..
Just hope that I'm stronger!

Tag From A Teacher To A Teacher...

Been tagged by Zamspotte, a teacher from Malacca.
Actually, I did this in Facebook, but I'll write it again here, just for you sir!
^___^

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: Nescafe Lemon

2. Last phone call: Aqram [Blogger]

3. Last text message: Kriell [Blogger]

4. Last song you listened to: Vida La Vida [Coldplay]

5. Last time you cried: I forgot.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: Of course.

7. Been cheated on: Yes, damn!

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nope~

9. Lost someone special: Maybe~

10. Been depressed: Yeah~

11. Been drunk and threw up: Never drink~

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Blue
13. Black
14. White

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend: Absolutely!

16. Fallen out of love: Impossibble

17. Laughed until you cried: LOL~Yeah~

18. Met someone who changed you: Yeah, luckily~

19. Found out who your true friends were: Thanks God I met them

20. Found out someone was talking about you: Hell yeah.

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Nope, plan to have it, LOL! *joking*

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Lazy to count it, sorry~

23. How many kids do you want?: 1 or 2 maybe great number.

24. Do you have any pets: Nope

25. Do you want to change your name: No way, I love my name.

26. What did you do for your last birthday: Completing tests and quizzes.

27. What time did you wake up today: 4 a.m.

28. What were you doing at midnight: Rolling On My Bed

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Further my studies.

30. Last time you saw your Mother: Just now during dinner time.*like I have dinner*

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Nothing because I always work for it.

32. What are you listening to right now : Benchinta (Faizal Tahir)

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yeah, last 2 days on Skype.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Nothing I guess.

35. Most visited webpage: Blogger (obviously)

36. Whats your real name:Check in my Facebook

37. Nicknames: Too many, depends where you know me from.

38. Relationship Status: Single and Available

39. Zodiac sign: Virgo

40. Male or female? Obviously, Female

41. Primary school: SK Pekan Pagoh, SK Serom 3

42. Secondary school: SMK Tengku Mahmud Iskandar

44. Hair color: Black

45. Long or short: Just nice

46. Height: 1.55 m

47. Do you have a crush on someone? Nope~

48: What do you like about yourself?: Extremely friendly

49. Piercings: Nope, that's hurt.

51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: Never
53. First piercing: Never
54. First best friend: Tengku Nazatul Shima
55. First sport you joined: Soccer (1998)
56. First vacation: Darn, can't remember.
58. First pair of trainers: Can't Remember

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating: Nope
60. Drinking: Nope
61. I'm about to: Replying some comments
62. Listening to: Falls For You - Secondhand Serenade
63. Waiting on: watching Oprah The Big Give

YOUR FUTURE
64. What kids?: Boys~
65. Get Married?: Praying for that.
66. Career?: Always my core business.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Lips
68. Hugs or kisses: Both
69. Shorter or taller: Taller please.
70. Older or Younger: Peer
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Stomach *wink*
73. Sensitive or loud: Both
74. Hook-up or relationship: Nothing
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: WTF?!
77. Drank hard liquor: Nope
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Never
79. Sex on first date: Crazy!
80. Broken someone's heart: Maybe...
82. Been arrested: Nope~
83. Turned someone down: I faced both
84. Cried when someone died: After saw the others cried.
85. Fallen for a friend?: Nope~

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: Most of the time~
87. Miracles: Yeah~
88. Love at first sight: No!!!
89. Heaven: Yes~
90. Santa Claus: Hohoho~
91. Kiss on the first date: I want one, LOL!
92. Angels: Yeah!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No, even it's hard to have 1.
95. Did you sing today?: Yes.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: What for?!
97. If you could go back in time, how far would u go back?: The moment I was 14-year-old (2001)
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 18th August 2008 (3rd Day of Convocation)
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: NO!!
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Maybe.

Don't Talk About Love When You Are In The Class

Well, that's what happened yesterday.
One of my students told me about her love life.
Do I seems care?
Unfortunately, I won't give any damn on it for some good reasons.

Hell yeah, I don't mind if you want to have partner or couple in your life.
But, when you're a student (a school student),
I personally think that you should balance your life,
between the studies and love.

When I give you homework to be accomplish,
please do so and never ever talk about anything else that totally unnecessary in my class.
When I assigned you to draw machine, or any hand tools,
just do it.
Don't draw heart shapes in your note book!
Totally unnecessary girl!

Gosh!
I never ever said no to love thingy but for me,
as been mentioned earlier,
there's no use you really drown in love if you don't finish up my homework!

Some people may said that I'm a fierce teacher,
but hell yeah, I can be funny at the same time.

Zara : You may want to read the whole story behind this. Just click here for details.
Meanwhile, happy weekend fellas!

I Love And Hate 2nd July...Goodbye Masters

Gosh!
2nd July 2009 come again.
I totally want to get rid of the date because of some reason.
Hate it!
Damn!

There's some nice memories of it,
but something which is freaking damn unwanted is covered it up.

Oh ya, I should register my MASTERS on 2nd July as well.
What happened now?
Don't ask, you should refer it here.

Darn!
Last year I wrote about 2nd July and Me (you may click to know why)
...and this year, I want to let this thing fade away.
As a buddy told me, it's not worthy to keep it with me.

Hell yeah!
There's some dates that I need to remember this month.


Iskandar - 7th July 1990
Suzie - 9th July 1986
Ley Cing - 10th July 1985
Azely - 13th July 1986
Aziz - 19th July 1989 *my cousin*
Aza - 30th July 1986
Taufik - 30th July 1985
Naz - 30th July 1987

Ahh, to the person who celebrate his birthday on 2nd July,
may you rest in peace.
^___^

Randomly Shout And Cane By Me : 5 Litre of Water

Well, the title may sounds a bit crazy.
Damn tired with my day actually.
I constantly drink almost 5 liters of water nowadays.
Damn tired and the weather is freaking hot.



Well, this is last week's photo.
I do love the colors so much.
Oh ya, I post the photo here because one of my readers, Mr. KY asked me
what is the connection between the sky yesterday and my favorite colors.
Hell yeah.
Blue, Black and White are my colors.
LOL!

Zara : I think I need some massages right now.
Gosh...
Oh ya, a big glass of Slurpee just make me happy today.
^__^

I Love The Sky And It's Clouds...

I love blue, black and white.
I always in love with those colors.
Recently, I totally been inspired by the sky.
I always wonder what I crossed through everyday.

Is that the same sky that I saw yesterday?
That's one of the questions that I had in my mind.

I was relaxing outside my house today when my eyes captured some great scenery.



[29.06.09]
I can see the hill from my house.



I don't know if I let the imagination run wild,
but I totally can see a unicorn on the sky.



You might want to view more the photos of the sky.
You may click HERE to see more.

I uploaded all the photos in my Facebook account.

Ahh, tomorrow I'm start working.
Currently prepare some notes for tomorrow's lessons.

Happy Holiday Johorians!

Hi to all of you!
It's public holiday in Johore today.
Say YEAH!
LOL~

By the way, yesterday I bought something for myself.
Just some simple stuffs to cheer me (what a reason?)
No matter what others will say, as long as I do believe in myself, I'll do it!

Since last few weeks, I'm looking for a new shoe that I can wear to school.
Still remember my stripes shoe?
Well, too funky and cheerful.
I need to show my formal and professional side, nerdy me!
Hohoho~



After searched until I'm exhausted, at last,
I found something which is totally not me. I mean, the old me.



See how high the heel? LOL!
Never expect that I'll wear this kind of shoe.
^__^

Last but not least, I found the dictionary that I want so much!
Thanks God!
It's simple but totally meaningful!



Yup!
The Mandarin dictionary!
It's been written in han yun pin yin, so that I can easily read it.
Thanks God for the background knowledge that I learned in Level 1 Mandarin.
Phew~

Till then, make yourself happy
because you deserve it!

777th Post : Believe In Yourself

Hello fellas!
How are you today?
Have a great weekend to all of you.



**The Photo of Me after Just reached home**
T___T

Gosh, totally unbelievable.
That's what I kept telling myself.
Be a teacher is totally out of my plan when I was in secondary school.
Yup, even after SPM, some of my counselors asked me not to further studies in education
courses.
But, hell yeah, after matriculation, I'm in the education course,
and yet, insyaALLAH, will attend my convocation
this coming August.

I believe in myself.
I always do.
That's what one of my friends told me, "Believe in Yourself"

When some friends and others kept telling me that I won't be able to survive as a teacher,
it's make me wonder why they always say so.
Is that because sometimes I lost my temper easily?

I'm an educator but at the same time, I'm a learner as well.
I learn the emotions of human beings, my students, teachers and others in a small community called school.
When we are in the same school,
it's like we are family, a big family.

Something that I learned after almost one month here,
I controlled my anger, I'm the one who control my mind,
and I never allowed my heart controlled my brain.

Hell yeah, some people still looked down at me.

"She's just a fresh graduand. Nothing she can do."

Thanks for said something like that.
I'll prove that all of you are wrong.
I learn and I will never ever stop my learning process.
Till then.

Tomorrow is the public holiday in Johore.
I'm going out today.
Want to meet a friend.
See ya fellas!

Hoyeah! We Sell A Lot Today!

Yeah!
Thanks God everything went smoothly.
Gosh, I'm totally tired today.
Woke up at 4 a.m. to prepare all the meals that we need to sell today.
Not to mentioned that yesterday was a very exhausted day.

I'm a teacher now.
That's what I kept remind myself.
I can't just ran away from the responsibilities.

Too many parents that came today.
It's something great because we managed to sell a lot, and closed the shop before 11 a.m.!
OMG!
Something interesting, those fellas that I teach came to my small booth and buy from me.
Chinese, Malay and Indian as well.
Yeay!
That's what we called as Unity pals!

Some parent said that I looked to young and even addressed me as "Adik" (Lil Sis).
Err, I bet they supposed to read my name tag.
It's just the same as some morning session students.
They thought I'm an outsider.
LOL!

By the way, sorry because I can't write to much.
Too tired and sleepy.
Miss you fellas and happy weekend!
Hugs!



With some of the students that helped me today.



Yeay!
Happy but tired.
Luckily this coming Monday is public holiday in Johore.
Phew~

"What Should We Sell Teacher?"

My students asked my opinion what should they sell for tomorrow.
It's the Open Day where's the parent will come to discuss with the teacher about their children.
Gosh~
I never hate Open day when I was a student.

They told me that they want to sell some foods.
I'm not pretty sure if that kind of fast foods or what.

"Teacher, we want to make great number of money"

"I'll do human trading if I want a lot of money"
LOL!

If The Chicken Read Your Book, I'll Kill It For You!

25th June 2009
I was in the lab.
Not teaching Science or Chemistry,
but the Life Skills.
LOL!

Told ya,
I'm a laboratory fan.
So, I don't care if I need to begging the teachers or any staffs to use it.
^___^

Ah,
you can see the cane,
but seriously, I never caned anyone.
Some of them maybe too rude, but hell yeah,
I kept silent.
I won't punish them right now.

By the way, the most worse things happened today.
I found that my students cheat on me.
Yeah, cheat!
Damn!

Plus, as usual I got too many excuses why they didn't finish up the homework and
even didn't bring books to my class.

"Where's your book?"

"I don't bring it teacher. It's at my home"

"Who want to use it if you left it at home? Your cat?"

"Nope, my Chicken."

(cursing in my mind)
"I'll make sure that I kill the chicken, so that you can bring the book to school."

I promised them.
If they still make the same mistakes in my class,
I totally will ask them to stay outside the class.
In easy word, chase them out.

Zara : I know it sounds terrible,
but who knows if it'll work.

They Said I'm Beautiful, Do I Seems Care?

Students love to play around.
Sometimes just to lazy, refused to do the homework, gave a lot of excuses just to
get away from punishment.

Compliments.
Yeah, it is necessary to motivate them.
Sometimes to cheer them up, it's a good thing.
^___^

But, if they did it for some hidden agenda,
I do believe that I won't care.
I will not.

"Teacher, you looked pretty today"

"Teacher, you're beautiful"

Do seems I care when you said like that because you don't finish up your homework?
No I'm not.
Don't ever use such tactics to cover up your mess.
It will never ever work on me.



::Curricular Activity::

Zara : Too tired. Gosh. Exhausted. Do have meeting again today.
Darn.

Award : Daffodil D And Mute The SKBians

Before the end of the day, I still want to sing Happy Birthday To AQRAM.
LOL!
I'm quite a loyal young bachelorette you know.
^____^

Oh yeah, would like to say thanks to
Daffodil D (Dayana Ribena) and Mute (Malacca-future-swimmer).
for the award that they gave to me.



Oh ya, thanks for the description that both of you mentioned.
Dayana : Zara - The Naughty Girl
Mute : Zara - Wannabe Teacher

::5 Interesting Facts of The Award-Giver(s)::

**Dayana**
1-Cute girl
2-Younger than me, I guess.
3-A future Chemical Engineer
4-A happy girl and friendly.
5-I just like her so much.

**Mute**
1-Wore braces before this.
2-Quite handsome guy (Kimi dear, don't mad ya?)
3-Born and bred in Malacca
4-Love to swim at the public swimming center.
5- Addicted to music, well, he said himself.

::10 Facts About Me::

Gosh!
I wrote this things quite many time before this.
Maybe I should just copy and paste it here.
LOL!

25 Facts Of Zara

or maybe you would like to read this one as well...

Tags By Facts

^____^

I'm the eldest from 6 siblings.
Yeah, Along and not Ah Long okay?
I'm not lending any money to others and beat them after that.
Well, I'll consider the fact if you owe too a lot money from me. LOL!

I love guys who have Chinese look. It cover Japanese and Korean looks as well. +
(please forgive this hideous girl of her taste)

I'm always the youngest in my class since I was in Standard 5.
Those fellas are usually born in 1986, 1985, etc. while I was born in 1987.
Ahh, Even in my workplace now, I'm the youngest teacher.
LOL!

A bookworm.
Well, I guess comics, mangas and some academic books always be on my shelves.
Story books and novels are limited to some journalists and writers only.
Choosy!

I broke a wooden chair.
It was back in 2002 while I was in Form 4.
I'm pissed off again with some boys in class, and I hit the desk with the chair.
It's only as a warn actually, but unfortunately, the chair was broken.
I took all the broken part, brought it to the workshop, and took a new chair.
(Sounds like I'm a rebel kids before.ROFLOL)

All my academic institutions are in Johore.
As a pure Johorian, I never went out yet.
My primary and secondary schools were in Muar, Johore.
My matriculation college was in Tangkak, Ledang, Johore.
My university is in Skudai, Johore.
My workplace now in Ledang, Johore.

I do love Chemistry so much.
It's the fact whether Mom not allowed me to take Chemical Engineering,
I still take the Chemistry Education. LOL!
As long as it's education-based.
(Unfortunately, I didn't teach the subject right now)

A wannabe teacher.
InsyaALLAH, God will, that's me in the future.
To serve the best for future generation and the veteran generation as well.
It's the fact that what we gonna serve will be used to pay the tax,
and they'll get the benefits of it.

Award as "Tokoh Maulidur Rasul - Pelajar Harapan Sekolah"
It was the highest award that I got from school.
It's a kind shocked news, but I'm happy with it.
Almost return it back to the teacher because a boy kept challenged me to beat him
in the exam.

Extremely Friendly
This one can't be help since it's my natural style.

::Choose another 10 receivers::

Well, I don't want.
LOL!