Who Lives in A Pineapple Under The Sea?

I'm not feeling very well.
Dizzy head and it seems that I almost caught fever again.
Damn!
Yesterday was a very great day indeed, and I'm totally flat today.
Geez!

Those fellas who keep accompany me right now.
My other 2 babies been kept in the special place.
Missing the guy that I mentioned in previous post. Yeah, he is their Papa.
LOL!

...and currently, between Crayon Shin Chan and Hard Gay,
I'm watching my lovely Yellow Span. LOL!

Captain: Are you ready kids?

Kids: Aye-aye Captain.

Captain: I can't hear you...

Kids: Aye-Aye Captain!!

Captain: Oh! Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?

Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants!

Captain: Absorbent and yellow and porous is he!

Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants!

Captain: If nautical nonsense be something you wish...

Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants!

Captain: Then drop on the deck and flop like a fish!

Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants!

Captain: Ready?

EveryBody: SpongeBob SquarePants! SpongeBob SquarePants! SpongeBob SquarePants!

Captain: SpongeBob.... SquarePants! Haha.

Oh my God, Totally tired.
By the way, I received my convocation kits yesterday.

Sean Said He Love To Wear Formal Thingy...

I love Sean so much.
Just love him so much.

Touch him gently.
Control his temperature each time I turned him on.
Yeah, he know how much I need him.

I felt sick before when Sean been hospitalized.
Two days I was blurred without him by my side.
He always with me since 11th December 2007.

Love you so much Sean!
Hugs.
Kisses.

**Sean's with his formal attire for my Viva last Thursday. Well, he still wear this now**

He looked damn great right?
^_____^

P/S : Amir darling, this can be counted as tag ya?
Sis pretty busy for final exam.

Melt In My Mouth Please

The alarm ringing.
It's 12.00 A.M. right now.
...and I'm still in front of Sean, try to finish up my work.
Oh baby, I love you so much Sean!

**Sean feel really happy because he had 2 new things on his body**
He love it.
Or at least, I guess he love it.

P/S : I called him Sean, but he wore Hello Kitty's shirt.
Poor him. Sorry baby.

Happy Birthday Pali

Yosh!
It's 26th February 2009.
I just want to wish my beloved cyber-friend, Mr. Pali,
a warmth Happy Birthday!

Dude!
Happy 22nd Birthday Dude!
May God bless you forever and always!
Thanks for always help me when I faced problems and make my Sean become
more efficient.

P/S : Happy Chinese New Year to all of you!

You've been kissed and hugs with Zara's Love!

My Board and Subjects

::My board up until today::

My board for this semester will be full with activities.
It'll never been a clean board since I'm in my final semester.
As far as I remember, my board(s) never be an empty board since I was in First Year,
even when I was in matriculation.

This time, I put some photos which inspired me a lot.
If you can see a flyer's that been signed by the Muallaf's director, Yasmin Ahmad and the castings as well.
Not to forget, a picture from "Here in My Home" volunteers too.
Those stuffs are from CWC, my Dynamic Team friend!


::My last semester's board::

I will jot everything down,
paste or pin everything that I feel necessary or inspired me.
Since last semester, when I moved to new resident college,
the board is like this.
Half with white-board and the half is the soft-board.

::The wrapper that I just pasted yesterday::
I think it'll be a cute place for all my stick-notes.
Simply because, I felt sorry for Sean each time I stuck the notes on him.
Sorry darling, this semester, Mama won't do that again.

Those are the subjects that I take this semester.
Let me translate it from number one onwards.

1. Education in Chemistry
2. Organization and Management in Education.
3. Final Year Project
4. Symmetry and Molecule Spectroscopy
5. Organometallic Chemistry

Anyway fellas, wish me can overcome and do well in those subjects ya?
Till then, hugs to all of you!

PSM or PMS?

Looked at my baby Sean.
Pity him, need to accompany his Mama since this morning.
Run the data, analyze some respondents surveys (who turned me crazy - due to their answers).

I don't blame those students.
But, since this is my PSM (Projek Sarjana Muda - my Final Year project),
of course I want to give my all, the best of me,
to it.

Haiz...

PSM...

PMS...

Two different issues.
PMS is Premenstrual Syndrome (which maybe affected me lately)...

Some of the data that I ran yesterday
almost make me cry.
The validity, make me want to faint.
LOL!

Thanks My Friend

I'm analyzing my questionnaires (bunch of the sets that been answered by my respondents).
Blackish ringing.
Just don't feel to grab it for now.
I need to concentrate on my works.
Still waiting for bunch of my questionnaires.
Gosh!

Blackish beeping.
One message received.
Grabbed it.
Oh, my lovely cyber friend, Mr. P.

Mr. P still stranded in that place.
Poor him, but I hope he'll be happy with it.
Mr. P, I'm waiting for you to come back.
Sean and Me need you to have high performance back.
Yeah!
Technology just make you damn smart dude.

Mr. P can traced that I'm a bit moody.
He accused that I'm on diet.
Gee!
I knew that I'm fat but I'm not on diet dude.
I just felt lazy to eat.
That's all.

He asked what happened to me lately.
His wild guesses were just hit the bull eyes!
He advised me on something and it's make me happy.

To see this life from different angles.
Just like the airplane.
We need to move if we want to arrive at the destination.
If we just stopped, we will crash landing.

Something which make me even touched, when he said this.
"Joy and pain is yours. You can share, but you can't transfer it."

When we talked about heartbroken etc. he gave me this advised which woke me up.
"If he is dumb enough to leave you, then be smart enough to let him go."

Thanks a lot of Mr. P.
Thanks for that advices.
I'll keep it with me and make me move on.

Zara : Thanks to all of you as well. Always make me move on, cheer me up! Xie xie ni!

Sean Current WP

::Sean's Current WP::

Look at my Sean WP.
Pity him.
My anger been spread to him.
If you can see the calendar there,
it'll be a hectic year's ahead for me.
Welcome to the "Hell of World"
*sigh*

Its a bad day today.
Yeah it was.
The last day of 2008, just as bad as I can't imagine.

1st
On the way back from class, my Blue Bottle fell on the road.
It broke right there!
Baka!

2nd
A friend that I asked for her help, forgot to return my room key to the staffs.
I been penalized - RM 66.
Sad.
More money again!!!

Right now,
stayed in library.

A sad evening in library.
Struggling for assignments (it's just 2nd day of new semester!)

Happy Birthday Sean

Today is really a special day.
You know why?
Today is My Lovely Sean's birthday.
Yeah, today Sean is 1-year-old.

My Sean, Mama love you so much darling!
Let me hug you a bit!
LOL!

Can't recall who is my Sean?
OMG!
How come you?



Sean is my Aspire 4920.
The one which helps me a lot to communicate with the outsiders
and do all my works!

Happy Birthday Sean!

10 Hours in Library

Hi fellas.
Just a short update from this ugly blogger.


::CURRENT MOOD::

Tired.
Exhausted.
Dizzy.
Headache.

I just came back from library after 10 hours in there.
Damn!
I don't even get the chance to rest after Physical Chemistry test.
Tomorrow is my Linear Algebra's exam.

I miss my bed.
I miss my proper sleep.
I miss my Kimi, Sean, Danny, Charl etc.

I missed my shower stuffs.
I missed all of you.
I don't skipped my meals, since I need energy.

Sorry fellas,
the day after tomorrow,
after I finished my craziest paper ever,
I'll blog walking to all of your blogs!



I need to take some rest after this.
I need some massage.
Anyone?
LOL!

Wish me luck ya?

...and keep voting!

Vote, JTNE 10500th Visitor and 2020!

Hi fellas!
Thanks for voted me.
For the rest who still don't vote,
you can vote for me.

I encourage you vote for two.
I mean, there's two categories,
Mandarin and English.

::if you want to put this banner in your blog and asked your readers
to vote for me, just let me know ya?
I'll give you the code!::

Mandarin - Akira
English - ZARA.
*That's how I voted - simply because Akira is my blogging friend too!*
However,
NO ONE get the chance to be my 10000th Visitor!
So sad.
*sob*

But, I still give you the chances.
Be my

10 500th VISITOR!

There's a prize waiting for you!

The link for vote is under ABOUT ME.
Just click the photo there ya?
Thanks!
Love all of you!

Today's dinner only this
"Hot Chicken Curry-Puff"

It's damn big and hot!
Got chicken, potatoes and egg inside it!

Something which make me happy,
I'm one of LUTH TEXTILE visitors who managed to be his 2020th VISITORs!
Happy!

The one that I sent to Luth!

::Grab from his post::
[Can you see my name there? - Lord Zara Sean Shafaza]

What will be the prize Luth?

At Last...I'm Crying

It's raining outside.
Just a beginning...
It's raining and I'm crying...



I'm doing the past year's papers when my lovely course mate,
ex-roommate and sister YM me.
Just called her as Yuyue.

I missed her so much.
I just missed her so much.
She's my roommate when I'm in Third Year.
*to be accurate, last semester*



We missed each other.
I knew, sometimes I don't show to her that I missed her so much.
She do have other group which I called as "Twin 4".
I knew sometimes I acted childish,
and she's the one who will show her love towards me.
A pure love from a sister.



This semester, I knew that I'm acted strong in front others.
Yeah!
I know that I'm strong in such terms that I need to manage everything alone.
The real world will never be sympathize with me,
so, I need to be like that.


But...
I lose my soft emotions...
I can't cry whenever I want.
Sounds really pathetic, childish or whatsoever,
but, hell yeah, I lose my sister, Yuyue.
I lose someone's shoulder,
her shoulder when I'm crying.
She'll lend me her shoulder or her back,
let me cried there and hugged me.



I knew, that's one of the reason why I can't cry anymore.
But, while talking to her just now,
I felt that my tears just running down.
It cannot stop,
and I'm sobbing in front of Sean, in the dark, in my room.



Am I too weak?
Am I too lonely?
Am I pathetic?
I just knew that I missed her so much...
*and my Mira dearie as well*



P/S : I LOVE YOU!

To Hazami,
I read your email just now. Yeah...
Thanks for really understand my situations now.
God bless you my dear friend.
As I told you before,



I DON'T NEED A RING TO MAKE MY LIFE COMPLETE...



At least, not now...
I just want my happy life with my studies...
With my family, friends and all of bloggers here...
I love my community...
I love myself.
I'm not suits on match-making-things.

To all my friends here...
Just remember one thing...

Tagged by Luth : Work Station

Been tagged by Luth Textile
*the guy who had his own domain now*



My work stations ya?
Ermm..
Let me introduced my Sean's stations for today
*and his usual port too*

::Due to the bad weather, Sean lean on my bed::

Ignore those messy things around him.
My Blackish, some junk foods that aunt gave to me, books and notes.
Kimi was in the picture too!
His ribbon not in the well position, I do hugged him when MLP messaged me.
*Hana, semakin curiga?*

::Sean's Current and usual port::

Charl is the Pinky Bear that Uppa gave to me!
Sean love to be on this desk.
Simply because he can have fun with his lovers.
Fan3 [The Cooler] and Mimi [The Mouse].
Sofea [Printer] is under the desk.
*Those are Sean's lovers*



So, it's time to tag back!
I would like to see those fellas workstations!

Ezo

Neo

Aqram

Lim Zhi

JeromeFo

Akira

Princess Liyana

Azie

Atiqah

Siti [B]um [B]um

Eira

[eclipse]

Utopia

Queen

Viao Biru

Hana budak Cekelat

I Can't See You

It is raining outside.
Yeah, really heavy, the storm and lightning striking outside the window.
Raining cat and dog.
I just switched on my baby Sean.
*Too tired after read my notes for tomorrow*

The storm just strike again.
The car's alarm beeping crazily.
Someone please shut it down!



The sky was too dark.
I can't see you.

Those notes, exercises and whatsoever messy on my bed.
I won't sit on my study desk.
Too dangerous.
It's next to the window.



Hugging my Kimi.
I put Charl in her box. *You'll be safe there darling*
Sab sat in front of me.
She's on her bed - doing her job as well.
We just too scared with this weather.
*Nauzubillah*

Me: Sab, how to buy our dinner tonight?

Sab : Later, at night, perhaps...



Hmm..it must be so lovely if someone hold the umbrella for us.
Yeah, we did it before.
Our last date ever right MLP?
It's sounded baka when I think about it now.
We don't realized that we stood under the pipe from that bridge.
Yeah, it's raining, but we just been so stupid because stood at the wrong place.
People stared at us,
and we just ignored them.



I looked at my Ceramic Notes.

Basics steps of manufacturing those ceramics.

Raw Material Processes
*spray dried powder, aqueous slip, granulated feedstock*

Forming Processes
*consolidation, green machining (optional)*

Sintering

Diamond Grinding (optional)
*grinding, cutting, honing, lapping and polishing*



[Storm]

Classification of Glass

Commercial Glass / Soda-lime glass

Borosilicate Glass

Lead Glass

Glass Fibre



Heavy raining...
My stomach already sing the Afterlife song.
Gosh!
What happened to me?
When the rain will stop?
Only God know.