November 2, 2008

1st Love Ever [Synopsis]


I've been blogging for almost 5 months.
I wrote about everything.
My life as a student, as whatever I am.

MLP.
I knew that some of you make wild guesses who was the MLP.
I just make random posts of him.
He's my history.
He's my past, present and I'm not pretty sure about the future.



Some of you who really make crossover of my blog,
already know about him.
I mean, he was my first love [and it's like last as well].

Please take note that we are not together anymore since 16th August 2007.
I mean, in term of relationship as lovers.



In some tags, I mentioned about him.
Yeah, I knew him via MySpace on Ottosan's birthday.
[22nd February 2006]
It took about 2 weeks before we declared as lovers and I never ever knew his
face at that time.
Only him knew my face [I put my photo in my profile].

I should say that this was happened in reality.
In real world.

I met him after 10 months coupled.
We celebrated our 1st and last anniversary together.
We met to encourage each other which turned to be our last meeting.
So, basically we only met each other for 3 times.

After one and a half years,
we decided to walk on separate paths.



This is the synopsis.
I'm gonna write more about it.
Why I wrote about this?
Because I'm ready to reveal the truth.
Gosh!

Well, just because some people make speculations on it.
I rather write it down here compare answered it via emails like I did before,
(some of you knew it because you asked),
LOL!

Till then,
I'm gonna continue paint the stories on my life canvas.


23 사랑해 Kisses From You:

Akira 思胜 said...

Thanks for telling your past memories... Still, I dont think it is the best way to find lover in the net...

ZARA said...

Akira 思胜 :

Welcome.

It's accidentally happened.

But, it's kindly a good experience in life.

I guessed its true dear...

rimieilya said...

dah..xmo sedih2 lagi

just let it go..u can remember ur memories but dont think much k..

take good care of ur life now..

ZARA said...

rimieilya :

mana ada sedey?

kau tengok daku sedey ker?

mana ada ceq...

kih3~

LZ said...

Cyber love? That's sweettt ~ ;)

Anyway, no regret if the relationship left the 2 of you with sweet memories! =) It might be hurtful when you two separated, time can heal, I believe.

I hope I can do that too. To see back the past with an open heart, and with a smile. =)

[ Eclipse ] said...

nada pon pernh jugak. pon x menjadi *) haha memang lain dengan alam realiti, so jgn putus asa. ramai lagi kan. x moh sedih2. lama dah ilang kan

a Q r a m said...

gud start...

ZARA said...

LZ :

hehehe...

its sweet....

Yeah...

looking back at it...

but still smile...

hoyeah!!

ZARA said...

[ Eclipse ] :

betoi tu nada...

we rocks dude!!!

kih3~

ZARA said...

a Q r a m :

Thanks Aqram...

ko yg influence nih...

hahaha~

Mohd Kamal said...

setiap yg berlaku ada hikmahnya.. kita perlu tengok dari sudut positif.

Luth Textile said...

adoii

ZARA said...

Mohd Kamal:

Yer2~

betul itu en Mohd Kamal a.k.a. TSS..

hehehe~

ZARA said...

Luth Textile :

apa yg adoi nya Luth?

hu3~

Mei-Wah said...

*sobs*
what a sad love story...
thank you, zara for sharing this with all of us...
don't let the past to haunt you.
in fact, let this be a lesson...
for you to be better in the future.

ZARA said...

Mei-Wah:

Thanks a lot dear for your words...

Yeah, it's a good lesson...

and a good memory as well..

spymama said...

whichever way a person finds their partner, there will be good and bad anywhere.some may meet a real person and end up being tortured and abused to. and because of your love and zest in life, i am sure you will be filled with love in blogosphere and in real life.

spymama always give you full support Zara!

ZARA 사랑해~ said...

spymama:

Thanks a lot Mama dearie.

I hope to find new person, new love and happy as I am now.

ghost_MaR said...

per hal nih tetiber jd t'lbh jujur lak ??? bior betol ...

ZARA 札拉 [사랑해~] said...

ghost_MaR :

mashi..

ku memang jujur bebe...

kih3~

ezo said...

mcm kata qeram, good start jgk..

life must go on..

cheers up ur life..
(bantai english berterabo..haha)

ZARA 札拉 [사랑해~] said...

ezo:

hehehe....

sejak bila kau sokong aqram nih ezo?

thanks a lot bro!

huhuhu~

ezo said...

sejak zaman kepupusan dinosaur lagi dah..

tapi aku low profile..

hiks..

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