I wonder why everytime I want to celebrate my birthday, there will be someone who hurt me?
I just came back from hospital this evening - just to realize Baby dropped a message and said, GOODBYE FOREVER!
Baby, why you said like that without leave any reasons?
Why you must hurt me?
Seriously I want to laugh right now. I am tired of crying since I saw your message there. I really want to laugh.
You said you won't hurt me, you said you will love me as I am.
I am giving myself chance - to love and to be love again. But what I got?
A broken heart again?
Why? I kept asking the same question since I saw your GOODBYE message.
Why everytime 29th August just around the corner, someone will hurt me?
Someone love to give me early-sad-worse birthday gift to me?
29th August - I will turn to be a young lady with full of scars - bloody scars that you just gave me this evening.
I am sick!
I just recovered from pain and being hurt again by you! Whether I still need to take medicine because I am too weak now, but, the heart that bleeding right now?
[laugh]
No one can heal it it. There is no medicine that I can consume now. There is no doctors, no expertise, no anyone.
I am rolling on my comforter right now. I hate to see the world! I hate to wait for sunrise, no more sunshine to be waiting for! All of the promises are lies!
I am too weak now...
Is this the best birthday gift for Zara this year?
29th August is next week...Will I get the best than today?
I wonder....
I just came back from hospital this evening - just to realize Baby dropped a message and said, GOODBYE FOREVER!
Baby, why you said like that without leave any reasons?
Why you must hurt me?
Seriously I want to laugh right now. I am tired of crying since I saw your message there. I really want to laugh.
You said you won't hurt me, you said you will love me as I am.
I am giving myself chance - to love and to be love again. But what I got?
A broken heart again?
Why? I kept asking the same question since I saw your GOODBYE message.
Why everytime 29th August just around the corner, someone will hurt me?
Someone love to give me early-sad-worse birthday gift to me?
29th August - I will turn to be a young lady with full of scars - bloody scars that you just gave me this evening.
I am sick!
I just recovered from pain and being hurt again by you! Whether I still need to take medicine because I am too weak now, but, the heart that bleeding right now?
[laugh]
No one can heal it it. There is no medicine that I can consume now. There is no doctors, no expertise, no anyone.
I am rolling on my comforter right now. I hate to see the world! I hate to wait for sunrise, no more sunshine to be waiting for! All of the promises are lies!
I am too weak now...
Is this the best birthday gift for Zara this year?
29th August is next week...Will I get the best than today?
I wonder....
4 사랑해 Kisses From You:
Hi Zara dear first of all I am sorry for those who have hurt you because they lose the most sweet, humble, honest and beautiful person that's you. To those who have hurt you I hope they would realize that they were the losers not you.
Cheer up girl life is not over. I wish the nice young woman that I knew will come back and make people happy. I am happy to know that you are happy dear.
I wish I can visit malaysia someday and see you.
I love Yah! take care dear Zara
aiyo. who did tat horrible thing to you. spymama give you hugs... *hugs*
zara, jangan sedey macam ni..aku pon turut sedih biler bace post ko ni..aku baru ade mase nak membace..aku empati giler kat ko..aku tak tau nak buat ape..aku cumer leh cakap , ko kene saba banyak2..zikir banyak2..aku tau ko sedey sgt, aku PAHAM..be strong zara..
Yeah..that guy/girl is really a big jerk...they hurt you so much.....
they are really stupid...they don't know how u feel...they are so stupid!!! i wish i killed them!!!!! And yeah...they are losers..
.......Im sorry Zara......
T_T..*sob*..*sob*...
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