February 4, 2009

I Want To Kill You Dude!

I hate to write anything right now.
I'm thinking about something else.
I want to kill someone right now.
Yeah, you can say that I'm childish, but that's what I want to do since 10.45 a.m. this morning.

The reason?
You asked for the reason why I want to kill someone that I assume as my buddy?

As I mentioned earlier, I'll be one of demonstrator for a prince today.
You know what happened?
I can't make it in time.

I don't mind if it's my fault, but when another person who make me late,
and missed the chance, the honored chance,
what should I say?
Should I congrats him because he make me late to the important event?

Ms Fatimah called when I'm still in my room this morning.
The Prince schedule was a bit rushing here and there.
So, they changed from 10.30 a.m. to 10.15 a.m.

We as a group members should meet a lecturer at 10 a.m.
We decided it since yesterday.
And what happened?
R called and H was met other lecturer [he said].

We waited for him because the lecturer that we must meet is quite strict.
Ecah time you meet him, you'll get the marks for it.
We don't want him to loss the marks, we waited for him!

The time at my watch was almost 10.15 a.m. and H was not around yet!
I'm pissed off and just knocked the lecturer's door and told him that we want to meet him.
While discussed with Prof. Y, H arrived.

The discussion was finished at 10.40 a.m. and I was ran crazily with my HIGH HEELS and BAJU KURUNG along the way, no matter it the steps, stairs etc!
I'm running crazily!

I met Ila who waited for me at FPPSM.
Pity her waited for me so long.
We arrived at CICT at Unit Latihan something.
I asked the officer in front there.

Zara : May I know where's the MyLine supposed to be?
Officer : The event was over just now.
Zara : What?!
Officer : But, if you want to see the event, it's at that room.

Ila and I went there.
Ms Fatimah saw us.
She went out and met us.

Ms Fatimah : Owh Shafaza, the event was over. I'm so sorry.

Zara : No, I'm the one who supposed to say sorry. It's my fault. I can't make it in time.

Ms Fatimah : I felt bad. You was rushing here whether you are busy.

...and some conversations happened there. Assoc. Prof Khairi saw us. He asked what happened, and Ms Fatimah introduced us to him.
He even recognized me!

Ms Fatimah : This is Shafaza. One of our contributer in MyLine.

Assoc. Prof Khairi : Shafaza? Sh.Fatimatul Zahrah?

Zara : Yes, that's me.

Assoc. Prof Khairi : I'm so sorry that the event is over. We make you came here, pity you.

....and we had some pretty nice conversations there too....

I felt bad.
Yeah, I do felt bad.
Two beloved lecturers said sorry to me!
They said sorry because I missed the event!
Not only them, but the rest of beautiful lecturers there, who always messaged me
via MyLine!

I can't forgive even myself!
I dissapoited Ms Fatimah and Ila as well!

I do want to kill you!
I really want to kill you!
I thought you are my buddy but heck, this is all lie!
You are not relevant to me anymore!

Don't become too selfish whenever we gave you chance!
We gave you chance and want you to change!
But each time, you dissapointed us!

You've been kissed and hugs with Zara's Love!

24 사랑해 Kisses From You:

azie said...

both of them are very kind lecturer.

sgt sayang both of them:-)

ZARA 札拉 [사랑해~] said...



they are very kind...

so kind even I felt bad of myself....

Akira 思胜 said...

If the guy is so bad, just ignore him next time...

ZARA 札拉 [사랑해~] said...

Akira 思胜 :

I will..

I'm decided to do it...I can't sacrifice everything for other people anymore...

en_me said...

ahaha, revenge beb revenge.. ehehe

Anike MK said...

Ada tanya nape dude tu lambat??
mungkin di atak sengaja...
overstress can cause disease..


h[i]k[A]R[i]© ☂[x]O[x]O☂ said...

sabar yer..
myb ada hikmah d sblk suma tue.. ;)

Nadine said...

true...bawa bersabar mgkn ada hikmah tersembunyi.....

A t i Q a h said...

Owh. Patutlah muka ketat semacam je pagi tadi. Sabar ye sayang. Alahai.

rimieilya said...

so sad for u dear..
ingt ko leh tackle prince arab tu..hehe

nway,sbr ek..nk mkn abc ke kasi calm down skit?

jom round2 danga city mall nek bus shuttle sabtu ni nak?nk cari adiah amad shukrie la

ZARA 札拉 [사랑해~] said...



revenge itu manis!

ZARA 札拉 [사랑해~] said...

Anike MK :


dia kata jumpa lecturer...

tapi ada budak nampak dia baru turun bus time kawan aku roger dia..

apa kau pikir?

ZARA 札拉 [사랑해~] said...

h[i]k[A]R[i]© ☂[x]O[x]O☂:

Ntah la...

harap2 ada la hikmah~

ZARA 札拉 [사랑해~] said...

Nadine :

Hope so Aunt...

Peluang yang terhidang...

ZARA 札拉 [사랑해~] said...

A t i Q a h :

sgt ketat ye?

aku patut buat pembunuhan agaknya~

ZARA 札拉 [사랑해~] said...


Tidak berminat kepada Prince itu...

aku cuma nak opportunity be a part of MyLine stuffs. Tu je..

Tengok dulu..kalau ku free..ku roger ye sayang~

A t i Q a h said...

Kau jalan laju gila pagi tadi. Tapi sebab aku kat dalam kelas, tak de la aku nak panggil kan.
Chill okay. :D

ZARA 札拉 [사랑해~] said...

A t i Q a h:


patut aku rasa sangat diperhatikan...

amat memalukan aku dengan kain baju kurung serta bahan2 lain...

sangat sengal...

sedey Tiqa!!

@ng31a said...

Calm down dear~!!

We are going to meet alot of these kind of people in our life...But what can we do?? Kill all of them?? NOnononono......We just have to accept them for who they are. But since now u know he's like this..just stay away from him lah~!!

But nomatter what happens..I am still gonna stand by your side!! Love you dear!!! Muax!!

Anonymous said...

Zara my dear, you can't make everyone happy. It's not possible to make everyone happy. Just be patient and I think everyone will turn out fine. And yeah, I'm back to blogging after a long break. =D Hope ur well over there.

ZARA 札拉 [사랑해~] said...

@ng31a :

Thanks a lot dear...I do want to cry so much.

Too tired today. -_-"

Thanks for all your support. Love you too! Hugs!! Muah3~

ZARA 札拉 [사랑해~] said...

cleffairy :


Welcome back!!

I'm too stress and life is too hectic. Cannot think until become too blur right now. Thanks for your advice...Love you!

MysLykeMeeh said...

ohhh---so this was the update im searching for---awww-

sorry Zarah---i hope there's always next time---

lol---i can imagined ur anger with that guy...

ZARA 札拉 [사랑해~] said...

MysLykeMeeh :


I'm too pissed off and seems that I want to kill him~

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