January 3, 2009

P/S : I Love You


Raining : Cat and Dog.

iSeanTunes : Koko Ni Iru Yo

I'm listening to that song again. It's just make me wonder, how nice my world is. How many times I tried to ignore it, it never run away from me. How many times I cried before, the sun still shining when I looked into the sky.

But, it's raining now.

iSeanTunes still playing the same song.
Listen.
Dig the meaning.
Folders by folders.
Files by files.
Succeed!
Yata!

It's in Japanese, find the translation for it.
Silence.
Found it.
Read it.

Watashi wa koko ni iru yo, doko mo ikazu ni matteru yo
You know dat I love you dakara koso, shinpai shinakute ii n da yo
donna ni tooku ni ite mo kawaranai yo, kono kokoro
iitai koto wakaru desho?
anata no koto matteru yo (matteru yo)

I'm by your side, I'm not going no where
You know that I love you, and that's why it's all good, you ain't got to worry
My feelings won't change no matter how far you are away
And now I'm not afraid to say it
I 'll be waiting for you (waiting for you).

The chorus part that I love so much.
I'm in love?
No.
I'm in pain?
Yes.

I just love to be in pain.
I just love people hurt me so much.
My life is full of blood, sweat and tears.
That's what we called as Zara's Life.
Do you agree?
Thinking…

It's something personal.
It's something secret.
It's just a lie.

Zara is dead.
She's not here anymore.
She already R.I.P.
Rest In Peace?

Peace?
She never know the meaning of that word.
Lie?
No.

No more love.
No more fun.
No more laugh.
No more smile.

She just hacked herself from laugh.
She just want to hurt herself.
She just want to be alone.
She hate herself?
Silence.

Zara is crying without tears.
Zara is screaming.
Zara is hurting herself.
Zara is Zara.
Zara is?

P/S: I Love You Zara.

This is the end of her life?
This is what she need to go through?
This is the way that she need to choose?
She just don't know what she's doing right now.

Blackish ringing.
It's ringing Zara.
Answer it.
Zara.
Zara, answer the phone.
Zara…
Zara…

Silence.

P/S: I Love You Bloggers.

Zara : Once I stepped into the blogger's world, the blogsphere - I just want to share my life - happiness with all of you. With the existence of all of you, I know that I'm exist - at least, in your hearts fellas. I just love this blogsphere so much. Smile. Hugs. Kisses.

10 사랑해 Kisses From You:

prakash said...

we too love you takecare

_neo_ said...

zaara, ko ade problem ke syg? ko kenape ni..sedih aku tgk kawan aku ceni..whats your problem zara..?sape buat ko sedih?ishh

Nadine said...

cheer up girl...

ZARA 札拉 [사랑해~] said...

prakash :

Thanks a lot dear! Love all of u too!

ZARA 札拉 [사랑해~] said...

_neo_ :

aku tak tau Neo~

Hidup aku ter"melankolik" skit~

barangkali aku terjangkit sakit gila..

hahaha~

ZARA 札拉 [사랑해~] said...

Nadine:

Thanks a lot Aunty Madia!!

Love u!

sabariah.noor said...

i know y..PSM, PMS....sbb tu pah jdk cenggini..

ZARA 札拉 [사랑해~] said...

sabariah.noor:

LOL!

Sab menghebahkan kepada dunia~

Aww~

salihin said...

hmm..

depressed??
relax k..take ur time..

its just a bit difficult time b4 the great times come..rite..?

zara just wanna let u know dat u always got us..bloggers s ur family too..

feel free to say anythg..to share watever u want..

n.. we wud listenin' to it attentively n open hearted..n I'Allah we hope so dat by doin dat,we cud help u out ..ockay..?

jaa...

ZARA 札拉 [사랑해~] said...

salihin :

Thanks a lot my dear...

Owh..u make me touched~

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